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03/12/07

2009-12-30T08:57:00.001-08:00

Part 1 : About us...

2009-12-30T08:21:00.000-08:00

still remember pig family?
what u said on this pic? 50%WEAN + 50%CHUAN = 100%LOVE. still remeber?

Do u still remember when u upload this picture to your fs, what u wrote on this pic?

still remember i drawing de sotong?

Are u still remember where is this place? and this is 1st timed i hug u

Do you remember after i created this picture, what you said to me?

Do you still remember this night? this is our 1st picture after we couple

Specially to you siew wean

2009-12-30T07:36:00.000-08:00

Today 30/12/09, still left 1more day to enter new year 2010.

What i thinking now, what playing on my mind now, i not sure is what happening to me. My brain no stop think, dun care how you are hate me,love me or got thinking about me, i not sure about it, what i know is i now miss u so much, love u so much, that i can describe myself now. and this all is my LOVE pictures collection special to you my dear lee siew wean. hope you will view it. some more i very wish to say
"I LOVE U SO MUCH"...

To lee siew wean

2009-12-28T23:43:00.000-08:00

today 29/12/2009

To my dear lee siew wean,

We almost few month did't chat. some more, i dun know why we can become cool. i not really sure what is happening. i know that u alway online n check n read my facebook comment. i wonder why u just will look at negative side? why? when u saw my comment is bad, u can direct come find me n have argument o quarreling. but is same time i wrote in good, u never had feedback? u know that i wrote dun care is good or bad, actually i just got one reason, that is hope u will reply my message or have a conversation, is difficult to u done it? like before i alway said, can u stop at negative side, we are not small already. u now almost finish your bachelor, should have a lot or at least good and mature thinking already, think positive is good, i never feel that think positive way will get harm to people include yourself, can u stop it? please....

i admit that previously i got wrote that "your shadow totally disappear", i believe that although i no mention your name, you can feel that i talk about you. and u got think that is that my meaning? and you got said that if that word never appear, you thinking will different, sure? are u really sure you will think different? that i not sure. because i see you form this few month you treat me very cool, make me think a lot what is actually in your mind? is that can get fun to or what i dun know. when i asking you something, which a good n respect word hope can get your honestly answer? what your answer to me? just you know. i very wonder about it, why you can't tolerance? why can't think for our good? why u keep on postpone and postpone it? what i had done till you must do like that? you also is gemini, so i believe you can understand why i so hope fast fast get answer from you. some more i can write what i like, but now i admit also that i can pretend that i no more you shadow, no more love you, no more care you. but i cant lied to myself that what i wrote is actually i just one fullfill your wish. and you can so fast think about it right? i know what we already break up, but that just from physical, but mental? you dare to said you no more feeling? dare to ignore it?
Anyway, i still got a lot to write, but no idea to write, so i think i stop for today, i will continues when i free. thank for read it...

"love u forever de me"

No more for u.

2009-12-07T20:58:00.000-08:00

no more chance for u. i confirm n let it be memory. u go your world i go my world. anyway start from now, please dun find me anymore, i enough sad n hurt already. thank.

Sweet Memory moment

2009-12-04T21:21:00.000-08:00

你的承诺

2009-08-05T11:15:00.001-07:00

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
oh baby~
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了
不要想我也别再~

我的错

2009-08-05T11:09:00.000-07:00

飞机已离开机场
妳选择了前往妳的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给妳的伤
学会坚强

从前的我不懂妳牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让妳慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳
我会仔细的聆听
妳对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心
对妳好好的去珍惜
请妳相信我的心还是爱妳

我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补妳的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤妳如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当妳在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让妳爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱妳
我会仔细的聆听
妳对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让妳伤心
对妳好好的去珍惜
请妳相信我的心还是爱妳

壞人

2009-08-05T11:07:00.000-07:00

那一扇車門
關出我們的裂痕
一聲就震斷了回頭的路程

愛無法均分
以後就留給你們
也許用傷害結束愛才更動人

容忍的人其實並不笨
只是寧可對自己殘忍
既然愛不能恆溫
祝福就給妳下一個人

妳是好人也是個壞人
對我坦承只為了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
這點痛我還能忍

我是好人也是個壞人
分得夠狠妳才有藉口轉身
寧願愛一點不剩
也不忍看戀人愛成路人

三個人從不對等
總有個人必須犧牲
那永恆就等他帶妳完成

To my dear Lee Siew Wean

2009-06-06T06:18:00.001-07:00

lee siew wean my dear, i know now u very hate and angry me so bad, u also not admit me as u bf anymore, but i wont give our relationship,i will try my best to chasing u back, hope u can give me one more chance...

today 26/5/09

2009-05-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

today is 26/5, tomorrow is lee siew wean birthday(in my heart her is my gf forever, but know, she wont treat me as her bf already), actually in my heart, i very love her so much, but that is in heart. but in real life maybe u already forget me at all. i also know u very regret know me this kind de people. and u got said it before. never mind, i know i make u disappointed, although i again and again ask chance from u, and u also many time already, again and again is repeated same mistake. but i can say i not a god, not a perfect guy, anything will do who are this would will make a mistake, we are human, no one is perfect, we are learn from mistake. and know that is wrong and bad, so we better dun repeat or do again, that is not a good solution. so what i can say is if we are doing something bad to people, god is fair person, what we do now we will get it later. we do bad 1time god will return to us more that 1time. so i think u also know this all, but why u need to do bad again? u really wish that is happen on u? u really want feel that feeling? and why u must do it and began?
is really can get fun? that for only temporary, but in future just god can decide how bad we will face later. when u do something not in human life rules, please stop do it le. u know this will return back to u in future, u still began, but u dun care it, why? u also know i no hope or wish that bad happen back on u, but why u need repeat it also? why? emm.. i think i talk to much about dao li le, i no need say it u also know le ba, i just want remind u because i really really that all bad happen on u. please stop le, because u tomorrow will big 1more year le, 22year le, should more mature and think for good life and stop for bad life anymore.
ok la, i think 1straight to the point le la, act today i got interview session, i whole day feel nervous, dun know why? when i think and think, my mind keep on appear u (siew wean). before this u alway give me support dun care from how u will give and my best supporter. before this dun care is successful or fail in anything that u give supported, i also will very satisfied although fail, i also dun know why i fail also satisfied, but that is before, now u no more support me already. :( and today i can think and feel that is power of u love to me. thank for u before this alway give me support, i also sorry i before this never to appreciated u. now when i no u care anymore, i just can wake up and feel it, i really cant live without u... i know u hard to forgive me, but like my friendster, facebook, and msn personal message wrote "i never give up, just some time i tired, please give me a chance", from this word, it can show to u i never give up to u, i will try my best to give u real xin fu life, i swear. hope u can rethink back we pass so xin fu, and u created de our kl trip life, ur birthday card to me, that all is very important to me. i know u so hard to create my birthday card and kl trip power point, in that both of thing i can feel u love put inside thing, i really appreciated it. i hope i can receive ur hand create birthday card again. emmm... i hope this year (u tomorrow birthday) we still can celebrate ur birthday together yet and also for future. i hope we can rebuild our love again. hope u can give me chance again. why we need to break up? i still need each other, so love not 100% from 1person, is 50%from each other, 100% love from come from a happy and xin fu couple, so we can do it. we stop quarrel anymore and start build it back what we already lost. ok? ok la, late already, tomorrow i got training yet. from my last word, happy birthday to lee siew wean (my gf) and wish u everyday have a nice day. miss u and love u forever. from me true heart. good night...

chuan & wean chinese new year 2009

2009-02-06T02:08:00.000-08:00

yam cham at mug mug cafe...

dinner at orchand garden

our 1st pic at cny09, hehe...

chinese new year 2009

2009-01-27T08:31:00.000-08:00

this is my first time type by my own de word......
act today is all chinese people should happy and have get alot ang paw( for that still young and single yet la) and many activite yet......
but i, dunknow why from my chu 1 (1st cny) yet i feel unhappy...
i got gf(girl friend) that call lee siew wean (got in pcb pic), act last year we pass CNY with happy and very enjoy, that happy untill i dunknow how to explain it...
but this year CNY, it how she treat me as bf just her know, is now anything important that me?
include her friend? now i do what wrong also hard to forgive me? anything want said me wrong,
but can give me notice 1st?
i m not a god, so not anything can know what u dislike and like, but i already many time tell u,
if u got anything dislike direct tell me, dun keep heart, that cant help or settle anything but a problem be more worst only.
i very no idea already, i try and try many way to help and slove our problem, but why u 1by 1 u do again and again? what do u want act?
what u dun want i do or done but u can do?
why a thing that urself do and done but u think i also done it (that i never done).
if i got do anything wrong that i dunknow u hate or dislike, why so hard u forgive me?
when our love? anything is also hard to u forgive altough that just a small case?
when u do something wrong i got no forgive u? u do so bad thing and u black memory i got no forgive? our love so cheap till what also cant do? u want our is 24hour per day and 7day week is serious and serious in anything?
u already know i from 2000 yet, from our at 2setia class yet. u also know i m alway make joke and funny person. and when we early togehter what u tell me? "what u said de word is very funny", are u remember it?
u still remember one thing? that in my car, after i go paid money to my friend, then on the way we got listen 1song, in that song got 1lyric said "ru guo wo mei you qing ni hai ai wo ma?" u remember what u answer me? and u remember what u tell me after we going genting together time?

emm... time already too late, i think want to stop here 1st, will cont again where i free...

from a person that love her gf so much...
i love u so much lee siew wean my dear, plz u think for our future abit...
good nite...

from:
sad and hurt guy

because i love you...

2008-11-03T23:39:00.000-08:00

it's been a big surprise...
i din expected u will fall in love with me..
i thought i can only keep my love in my heart forever...
its very happy to know that we love each other...
its very happy to know that you also have feeling with me...

I promise i will love you...

I promise i will take good care of u...

I promise i wont ever hurt you...

I promise i will apologize to you if i done something wrong...

I promise i will make you happy...

And what i hope is just one thing...

"Love me too"...

happy moment on november 2007

2008-10-02T21:42:00.000-07:00

ah dear gepek what there? gepek face look cute jugo ler...
(emm, we do like ... and like .... ok?) still dicuss something
wah, i so bo eng drawing u pulo busy took picture, ish ish ish... finish drawing, took picture pulo, so cute sotong and cute couple... hehe...XD
hug hug infront pantai, looking cute...
after ate at beach side, took picute 1st... hehe...